Croutons: love them or hate them, theyâre the small, unassuming salad sidekick perched atop our lettuce leaves, often served at restaurants or alongside a soup selection.
Despite their size, they pack a powerful crunch, adding variety and texture to a dish. In fact, National Crouton Day, which occurs in May, is entirely dedicated to celebrating the versatility and variety of the little toppings.
While itâs true that croutons are a type of bread, theyâre far from their original form. While once part of a loaf of bread, theyâve since been cut, seasoned, and baked until they have a crispy texture and a tough crust.
But what if Christians can also become like croutons?
Yep, you read that right. As believers, we can become spiritually dry and form a hard âexternal crustâ if weâve been disconnected from the true bread of life: Jesus. When we reach out to other sources for nourishment or cut off the hurting parts of our hearts, we end up distracted and discouraged.
As believers, itâs awfully hard to find our breakthrough if weâre already burned out from being âfried and seasonedâ with the hardships of life.
The life of Jesus
Donât give up hope: weâve all been there. Whether youâve built up emotional walls out of self-preservation or self-condemnation, or youâre just plain tired, God understands.
The life of Jesus is the ultimate example of how to live fully loved, refreshed, and alive.
Disillusions and disappointments have a way of creeping into our wilderness moments. Thankfully, we have a Savior who sympathizes with our struggles [Hebrews 4:15]. He isnât sitting back watching our life, shaking His head in disapproval wondering âWhy donât they just get it together already? Why did they stop serving?â Instead, Heâs a God who walks with us through the wilderness.
Jesus encountered His own wilderness moments. In Matthew 4:1-11, Jesus faced a 40-day, 40-night period with temptation. In fact, âThe tempter came to him and said, âIf you are the Son of God, tell these stones to become bread.â Jesus answered, âIt is written: âMan shall not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God;â [Matthew 4:3-4].
John 6:35
The enemy tempted Jesus with physical nourishment after a long period with hunger, and Jesus put him in his place by quoting Scripture. Striking at the heart of the enemyâs schemes, hereâs what the enemy didnât know:
Jesus already is the source of nourishment itself as the bread of life.
Hereâs what the enemy hates:
We have access to the same nourishment today.
Every one of us has likely witnessed the âcrouton Christianâ in real life:
- Theyâre the ones staying late to clean up after the worship night with a bit of a scowl.
- Theyâre the ones who made plenty of pies for the church potluck but look like they accidentally sipped a bit of prune juice on the drive over.
- Theyâre the ones plastering on a smile after facing another slip-up.
- Theyâre the believers burned out, scraping by with just enough spiritual leftovers to get through another day.
Theyâre in the mirror staring back at us.
âThen Jesus declared,Â
John 6:35 [NIV]
âI am the bread of life. Whoever comes to me will never go hungry,
and whoever believes in me will never be thirsty.ââ
Hereâs the good news: we can be real and raw as we walk through the process of redemption. Our hard âexternal crustâ can soften when we realize that we donât have to muster up enough courage to nourish our own souls.
Jesus came to be our nourishmentâour bread of lifeâso we wouldnât have to turn into âcrouton Christians.â
He doesnât find it difficult when you draw from Him. Whatâs difficult is for us to stop striving or stifling the hurts in our hearts from a place of spiritual stagnation and self-preservation. However, when we stay still long enough for His strength to overtake our tough exteriors, when weâre brave enough to soften, He is faithful to refresh and renew our souls.
His offer always stands.